Saturday, October 23, 2010

pumpkin muffin (530) cup of milk (130)
pumpkin spice hersheys kiss (9 = 220)
grapes (44) and water
tuna (100) and 3 cherry tomatos (9)

1033 Cal
103 Pounds
I need to get some laxatives

fuck age
fuck numbers

Today Ana says,
Bread is sand and sawdust, look at it, feel it, nothing but fat, sand and sawdust.
Chocolate is disgusting, don't even touch it, it's full of bad chemicals that will make you sick and burn your skin, don't even touch it.
Water is good, clean, pure.
Drink the water, drop the bread, drop the pounds.

A - Why didn't you listen at breakfast?
L - Because my aunt was watching..
A - No, because you're weak. You're weak and fat and stupid. You could easily have told her you'll eat at home, and told your parents you'd eaten at her house. Couldn't you have?
L - Well, yeah..
A - DUH yeah! You have no will power, you scarfed down that muffin and those chocolates like you hadn't a care in the world. Well you know what? You DO have a care, that you're FAT. Look at your ass and thighs sweetie, you're a fat ass and you need to stop eating so much.

Thank god I'm getting a new phone soon. I need to talk to someone during the day.

2 comments:

  1. I hate the battle in my head after you know you've done something bad.... Ana like screams at me... "WHY!"
    Stay strong love...
    Do a fast tomorrow?
    xx
    <3

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  2. Pumpkin spice is such an evil little temptress. 1033 isn't too bad--you'll be able to pick yourself up! :D
    xoxoxoxo

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