Wednesday, December 21, 2011

I passed.

S1 7367-01 Psychology 7                Fraser P                 78%  C
S1 5009-02 Co-Ed Team Sports        Meyer L                    78%  C
S1 4337-05 Film as Literature        Shifflet T                    84%  B
S1 2220-07 Wildlife Biology        Mitchell B                  80%  B
S1 4427-03 Adv Writing Skills        Ursani S                 66%  D
Y 6110-09 Geometry 3-4                Luja S                72%  C
This is a first time in a long time that I passed everything. If I can do it again next semester, I'm out.  I know its not much of an accomplishment, these grades suck, but the point is, I passed and that's what I needed, something I haven't been able to do before.. I skip too many assignments, most from actually forgetting, some from putting them off too long, that was my problem with Adv Writing. No late grades. Period.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

I'm getting a stationary bike!

For FREE! =D my aunt replaced hers with a treadmill and said she was going to throw it away, and I went NO give it to meeee =D and so she's going to. I'm going to get rid of the bed I don't use anymore (legit don't even sit on it because my bean bag is amazing and replaced all that). I'm also gonna try to fashion a desky thing where the handle bars are so I will have NO excuses to not get on it as soon as I get home. Just think, I can be blogging on my bike by next week! The internetz will deter my weight loss no more!
Wootwoot! Warcraft + cardio, here I come!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Interesting dream kinda with Mich, Peri and Honor.

I had a very vivid dream, so much that it took me awhile to decide for sure it was a dream after I woke up this morning.
I dreamed that I was going to visit some bloggers by train (Mich, Honor and Peri) and I was having trouble getting there (at some point in the dream with a little dream logic I was somehow looking for something in Michs house to take to Mich.. and Matt was somehow involved, not directly, and I don't really remember how.. anyway) I was driving around with my mom trying to get to the train in time and not reveal too much to her and convince her that I REALLY needed to go. I ended up missing the train, and I was crying, then I was suddenly confused about why I wasn't going to Chicago. I went home in my dream, and went to bed. Then (real) I woke up crying and really disappointed I hadn't been able to go anywhere and slightly confused about details about what I thought had happened last night, then as I thought about it more (and woke up more) I realized it must have been a dream. I wish I'd written this this morning when it was fresh, but there you go. My blog dream.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Tonight I fall.

In bed tonight, I wonder why I can't sleep over the sound of my heart beabeat. Skskittering. Maybe, just just maybe I wonder; won't I wake? I wonder if that's bad, so bad to wonder? Just wonder. So bad. It all hurts so bad. So maybe tonight I can sleep just fall to sleep sleep forever. Make the last fall tonight, last tear last one last wish last time tonight I wonder, will it be the last time, I wonder? I wonder under the skittering beabeat beat beabeabeat.