First, my room. It's always in a state of wreckage, but right now.. it's just really fucking bad. See.. I kinda decided I wanted to move stuff while I was sorta not in my right mind (pills anyone?) and I believe I lost motivation about the time I got the bed frame into place. (I stood on the mattress to take this pic, which is right infront of the door.) I wish I could say this is what I did today and I didn't eat much.. but I can't. I managed over 1000 calories. Fucking cake. Mom made a cake and I cant keep my fat greedy paws off anything sweet >.<
Liquid fast tomorrow, and the next day. NO FUCKING CAKE. I need to know I can do this..
I need this, please Ana, please, please, be with me and lend me your strength...
I know I am nothing, and I never will be anything, without you.
Show me the way, and I will follow.
Teach me and I will learn.
Fill me with your light.
Ana my darling,
I need you.
Good luck on the fast. I'm doing one as well. No cake for us!! <3
ReplyDeleteI do that to my room a lot. One of my friends is worse--he once got high and decided he wanted to paint his whole room (walls and ceiling) BRIGHT yellow. He painted half of the ceiling and 1 and a half walls before he lost interest. That was 4 years ago, and his room is still half yellow.
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Have a good night! xoxo
Haha man if I only had an reason like that for my room to be so messy...We will make it darling <3
ReplyDeleteAnd don't worry--the goodie isn't anything incriminating, illegal, or otherwise questionable. :D
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