Ewwww

Stuffed myself today, rice pudding for lunch, bagel with almond butter and topped with honey for a snack, soup for dinner, apple pie with whip cream for dessert, then ten cookies with icing just because I'm a fatty. Oh, and several glasses of milk. I don't even want to try and count the calories... I literally feel sick from all the sugar, I feel even sicker thinking about it. Exercise. I have to be up till midnight to talk to Matty anyway, he's going out to some geek thing and won't be back till then, I'll be exercising, at least two hours. Have to get up there in a half hour to start...
ewww god I'm such a fat ass, I can't believe I kept eating when I didn't have to. I proved my aunt wrong, I'm not skinny. When she first saw me she freaked about how skinny I've gotten but since she saw me start eating she hasn't said a word. I bet I just got fatter with ever calorie I inhaled and she could see it and now she wonders why she ever thought I was skinny, because now she sees what a fat pig I truly am.
Nasty. Fucking. Pig.
I hope you girls have had a better day food-wise than I. Some exercise already built into tomorrow at least, taking down the Christmas tree because she isn't strong enough to do it herself.