I made a pie!

I decided I needed to test the recipe before I made it for matty. It's sweetened mostly with stevia (only sugars come from the milk & peanut butter) & has a lot of protein and good fats, I'm not comfortable eating even a little of this though, so much cream >.< I decided I'm going to take out half the cream and replace it with peanut butter. Still high in fat, but at least it's all good fat which I already know I don't get enough of and not so much sat fat.
And anyway, I tasted a fingerfull before I put it in and I don't think its at all peanut buttery enough. The crust is great, whole wheat flower & rolled oats.
Crust: 2/3 cup rolled oats
2/3 cup barley or whole wheat pastry flour
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/8 teaspoon stevia (I added a whole one because my fam likes things sweet)
1/4 cup vegetable oil
2 tbsp water
Combine all & stir, set aside five min to let oats soften (preheat oven nowish to 350). Press dough evenly over bottom & sides of pie dish & bake in preheated oven for 12-15 min, till lightly browned. Can also fill & then bake (but not for my recipe)
Filling:
1 1/4 teaspoon stevia
1/2 cup water
2 tbsp cornstarch or arrowroot powder
3 eggs, lightly beaten
3/4 cup milk
1 1/4 teaspoon vanilla
1/2 cup chunky peanut butter (full cup for mine)
1 cup whipping cream (half cup for mine)
2 tbsp unsalted dry roast peanuts, crushed
Using a double boiler, dissolve 1 tsp stevia & cornstarch in 1/2 cup water. Beat in eggs and milk, place over boiling water & reduce heat to medium. Cook & stir till thick, cool ten min. Stir in teaspoon vanilla & cup peanut butter & cool to room temp.
Beat cream, 1/4 tsp stevia, and 1/4 tsp vanilla until soft peaks form. Fold into pie filling & turn into baked pie shell, sprinkle with crushed peanuts and chill for several hours.
Lax yesterday & 90.2 today! (after I rehydrate myself, happiness!)

My lips look funny xD I think I was chewing

Since I feel like I already ate too much today, but I want to eat, I made myself this little salad thing. One chopped up cellery stalk, two thin sliced cherry tomatoes, one thin sliced pickle, a tbsp spaghetti sauce and a sprinkle of garlic and onion powder. It was pretty yummy & along with a glass of water filled me up nicely.

This weekends fast is going to be difficult.. I think I should make a few buckets of tea in advance. Maybe with some of my orange powder stuffs. Off to do that! Good luck with avoiding the easter binges my lovelys!