First of all, I'd like to say I was complete idiot last post and my melodramatic -we might break up- post was unfounded because after a little while (not even an hour) he texted me saying he went for a drive and calmed down, he loves me and was I ok enough to talk? I said yes of course, and after a tense hour he admitted an aversion to apology because his crazybitchex used to yell at him when he did and say he didn't know why he was apologizing, so he stopped. I promised I'd never do that because I know I get hurt way too easy and for stupid reasons and I really just want to know he's sorry he hurt me for whatever reason because most of the time the why really doesn't matter, and if it does I promised to just say that I want to talk about it instead of going crazy and yelling at him like she did. So, we're ok, for now. I guess I'll post if he mades good on that next time the opportunity comes up. I hope he does.
Related; Our one year is next month!! We had a small debate on the day, he was saying the day we met face to face (july 23) because he says he fell for me that day, I was saying the day we actually started dating which was a few days later (july 27), we finally decided on July 24th because that was the night he said 'I love you' and I said it back, or it might have been the morning of the 25th but, eh. Details.
Unrelated; MYBEANBAGISHEREANDINMYROOMANDI'MONITANDITOOKAFAILPICTURELOOOOK!!!!!!

xD I showed that to matt and he was like '...youre a dork' xD
I'm waiting for him to get home from work now to get a picture so you can see the whole bag with me on it, it's freaking huge and that picture, while it does a good job of showing how happy I am about it, just doesn't do the size justice (and my camera doesn't do delayed picture taking).
Here it is!

Totally sleeping on this tonight.