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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	High
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	Very High
Dependent Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
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High intake today.. yucky stuff mostly after we went to the store and mom went absolutely nutzo (zebra cakes, rice crispy treats and a large walnut maple danish cake thing), rather little exercise, only a 15 minute walk to Dollar General to get some juice for my liquid fast, which I am starting tomorrow.
I cant decide, should I have the higher cal stuff tomorrow, or friday?
I think.. low tomorrow, med/high friday, low/med saturday, and sunday 0 till shopping is over, then salad with mom to break. We're going out to lunch :/ after shopping, thank god, but still :/
SALAD L, got it??



L says (12:35 AM)
GOD DAMNIT I HATE SCREWING UP MY SLEEP >.< I'm not tired at all right now which means I'm not going to get to sleep and I'm going to be useless tomorrow at everything
M says (12:37 AM)
=((( I'm sorry babe, I wish I could cuddle you and help you sleep.
L says (12:38 AM)
me too
M says (12:40 AM)
Ill have fun playing with your hair, rubbing you down and stuff..
L says (12:40 AM)
that sounds lovely..
M says (12:42 AM)
It will be. I'll rub your back until you fall asleep and whisper in your ear to help you dream.

It will be
The littlest things can set me off, but some of the other littlest things can also turn me into a joyous mush.
This would be the reason I'm not in a depressive "I need to exercise/starve myself to death" mood right now.
I love this boy.
I'ma try and sleep now.