So.. Matt has a new game and.. I'm having issues with this.. it makes me uncomfortable and slightly angry when he mentions it and I've been getting annoyed very easily while he's playing it. I'd like to lie and say I'm not sure why, but I think I have an idea.. and I feel incredibly stupid for this, but here's what it is. I've come to think of world of warcraft as 'our game' we play it together and talk about it and its really the only thing we regularly do together, I feel like I'm spending time with him when we're goofing around in-game, I like this. This new game? It's replaced world of warcraft, he said he was getting bored with the game and was tired of paying for it, so now he has this new game that I can't play with him on, I've never played and so know nothing about, so I can't talk to him about it, states, lore, glitches, favorite this or disliked that. As this game has replaced 'our game' it's taken away 'our time' and taken away one of the few major things I have to talk to him about. One of the only good things I have to talk to him about.
So, this all going on in my head, but what it boils down to?
I'm seriously getting angry/jealous/bitchy.. about a damn game.
I've got issues.
Speak of the devil, he texted me while he was writing this with some news that cheered me up a bit. I'm gonna steal Michs thing here, he got some vitamins* for me :) I've not been on a good trip in far too long. Hopefully I'll be able to get some to bring home too, that might help with things and stuff..
I don't advocate, but when your own thinking is bad for your health, how much can something that takes you out of your mind for a bit really hurt?
