My internet was down for three days

That's pretty much what happened.

Fucked up & triggered

One of my friends is dating a guy with a 14 year old girl. About a week ago she was admitted to the hospital, at 65lbs. She is about my height. I'm trying to be supportive, I'm really trying my best, but honestly I'm jealous, so very fucking jealous that this young girl got her bmi so much lower than mine, and rather than being happy FOR HER that they caught her, and put her in treatment, I'm spitefully happy that they're making her gain weight. I'm so ashamed of myself, both for feeling like this about that poor girl, and for being such a failure at losing weight. How long have I been at almost the same weight, doing nothing to change my body for the better? A year now? I'm sure I've been losing muscle and gaining fat, so I'm worse off and at the same weight from a year ago, it's only a matter of time if I keep this up that my body starts gaining enough fat to show up on the scale. God this is awful  I need to change.

Picture spam because, why not?

I've been compared to Pinky Pie a lot by brony friends, I dunno, I like this though.

You guys know I have a bird?

He is the cutest bird.

This looks like fun. I wanna go to a beach, who wants to take me to a beach? 

This girl was in my art class, she has da muscles. SHE ISN'T EVEN BI THOUGH.

I got so embarrassed for hitting on her so much then finding out she was completely straight x_x

Did I ever put up a prom photo? This was me getting ready for prom, I don't actually have many pictures from AT it...
but Matty changed into his dress & I did his makeup after we left the religious-parents house. He was so gorgeous, and no one realized he was a guy, in fact,
several guys we didn't know came over to dance, and hit on him.