Me & Kuari.

Kuari is a very calming bird, I've been feeling a lot better hanging out and playing with her.

I have a bird.

Pretty sure it's a girl, name's Kuari. She's a cockatiel, 14 weeks old, not completely steady on her feet yet, and it seems like she'd rather fall than dig her nails in, she's too sweet. I'm afraid she's gonna hurt herself.

sleepy birdy

She stuck her head right in my mouth and grabbed a tooth, it took me longer to get her head out than in

I'm sure plenty of you have gone through periods, long or short, of just not caring about interaction with anyone or anything for any reason. I'm not in the mood to seek out any kind of relationship, or maintain anything that anyone else has tried to build with me, with the exception of Matt.

This is probably not healthy, I got so excited thinking it was him when I heard my phone ringing that I actually cried when it turned out to be just an alarm. I mean, sobbing, red faced, pillow-soaking weeping, not just a few tears. Yet, if I'd thought anyone else would be calling, I wouldn't have even checked the phone. I haven't checked facebook in days. I'm not really even sure what I'm doing here, I guess I miss you guys and your understanding. Sorry I'm not very reliable..
Oh, and I've been turning back to the blade lately. I'm not really sure what to do/think about that one. Weird huh? You'd think I'd know what I thought since I'm the one thinking. 

I'd be less pathetic as a corpse.

Yea, that.