Tonight I fall.

In bed tonight, I wonder why I can't sleep over the sound of my heart beabeat. Skskittering. Maybe, just just maybe I wonder; won't I wake? I wonder if that's bad, so bad to wonder? Just wonder. So bad. It all hurts so bad. So maybe tonight I can sleep just fall to sleep sleep forever. Make the last fall tonight, last tear last one last wish last time tonight I wonder, will it be the last time, I wonder? I wonder under the skittering beabeat beat beabeabeat.